Cruel To Be Kind
The other day on phone as Mike was driving back to
St. Louis, having just bought that used tool trailer, felt lead to call and ask had he spoken with Rox and he had. Asked him what did she say? He said that the 15th was a Monday and she would be out that Friday the 12th and he said as long as you're out. Then he wasn't going to offer more but felt to ask what did she say about the money part? She is going to be getting a check and will pay a thousand from that. So pinned him on passive aggression (emotional cruelty and control) because he wasn't even going to mention this part to me and only did because i felt lead to ask... and in fact, he didn't mention any of this information at all but in my spirit could feel contact had been made so decided to call to find out what it was and only until this call had he offered any information, yet payments go to me to keep track of records and to pay the mortage payments, which are not kept track of by him or his records, so again, its just another display of emotional cruelty from head-games hiding behind lies of forgetfulness, control, and busyness... patterns to be repented of and changed because they fail to produce peace offered by the Kingdom of God... For instance, the night spent over at Suzanne's he called to check on Bubba so told him we were having a spiritual meeting so wasn't at home, he could go check on him and go into the kitchen to get honey cheerios out of cabinet to give some to Sissy (she wasn't eating dog food because Bubba wasn't eating it) so he agreed. While in my house he decided to look all around and also went into basement and seen our new goals and pictures with Yemi in the hallway (which out of respect, waited to hang until the Holy Spirit told me mike and his girlfriend were telling each other they loved each other, which mike, after lying first, did confirm), so.... he had no reason to punish with passive aggression the next morning when i got home and learned he left the light on in the basement so knew what he had done, and he called soon after learning this to inform me that he bought Bubba some bacon strips, he was with Anne and they were coming over to give it to Bubba. Now it is inappropriate to do something like that. That would be like having my dog at his house and i bring Yemi over without asking, just telling him, so to throw back pain in his face that i got somebody new. But what needs to be exposed above and beyond the human weakness of hurting man is satan behind it all. You see, while sitting at Suzanne's, about the same time mike must have been looking all around my house, an intercessory pain entered my heart that felt like a mix of anxiety/fear/loss and so i had a feeling it was Mike doing exactly what he was doing but since we were talking about their brother and his bad relationship, we wondered if it was for him so Angie called him but he was watching a movie with his girlfriend and they were happy, so then i knew it was mike. Then the feeling moved from that negativity up into my eyes but this feeling became positive and weighty like God's Presence... so i took this to mean pray to open the eyes and heal the heart. You see, i perceived that mike only brought his nice, but ugly girlfriend over to my house because when hurt by learning my new goals, the next step was to become angry then punish, and then get worse from there, and the LORD already spoke that it was root of bitterness... so what satan was doing was using Mike to promote this and using his pain and human weakness to try to hurt him, then me, but God showed what was really going on so as we three were at the raccoon cage, had said to mike how Bubba needs to go to the vet, because even though we tried yesterday unsuccessfully, (new harness on him which flopped), we had to get him there.... so i did get Bubba into the cage and Mike/Anne were to follow me to the vet but on the way Mike called and said Anne had an appointment, would drop him at his truck, which was right off Hwy 70, being about 10min behind me. So in seeing that he used her to try to hurt me and she didn't even know it, again just enforced my prayer for him on the way to the vet that God would heal him. We must sacrifice offenses and start getting people to God. Pain is nothing next to hell. Hell is nothing next to Eternal Life. I'd rather acknowledge the story in its ugly truth and turn the other cheek then risk handing Mike over to hell for eternity because of not being able to see what was really going on, or hand myself over by embracing offenses/lies and instead of fighting for him, fight him back.... i'm just not going to do it! He did it because he was hurt over the loss of our long marriage and that it just never could work out... satan did it because he could use Mike's flesh and found that passive agressive side that gave him access. Jesus does what He does because He is the only One Who can really help... and i would want someone to do it for me.... fight for me because who can see their own weakness? Know what i mean... but just remember, not every battle is the same... it's not one size fits all. Evelyn in R7 house doesn't go to church or to my knowledge try to serve God so with her the correction was from a spiritual stand point to reveal a higher standard of living that may be applied in the natural. With Roxanne in R5 house who attends church and travels here & there doing puppet ministry, she should know better, being already exposed to God's ways but just isn't following in a responsible way, so she is being dealth with in the natural since she has lowered her spirituality into operating in the fallen nature of men so is being treated respectfully the same.
Mike & Cindy STL Rehabs, LLC
(314) 640-1848 maintenance (314) 640-2658 billing (314) 771-1049 fax
cpm@cpm7.com / irm@irmstl.com
July 20, 2011
To Roxanne Lockhart,
As of July 19, 2011 you are evicted from 3422 Minnesota, St. Louis, MO 63118. We have filed a legal eviction with the city of St. Louis and you have until August 15, 2011 to have all your possessions moved out. If we have to pursue a lawsuit we will pursue it to the fullest extent of the law up to and including wage garnishment for the balance of past rent due: $850 past due balance from December 2010 ($350.00) and February 2011 ($100.00) and April 2011 ($400.00), $700 past due July 2011. The total amount due is $1,550.00. Payment of $1,550.00 is due upon receipt of this letter. We will work with you to develop a payment plan.
Michael A. Pearman, Property Co-Owner
Cynthia A. Pearman, Property Co-Owner
cc: LLC, IRS letter will be forwarded to the civil courts in the event of a lawsuit.




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