Blue  v9 Ch 22 Pro
He who has a generous eye will be blessed, for he gives of his bread to the poor.

Watched TBN tonight in between making homemade beef soup and chocolate chip raisin nut cookies, and reading a book about shifting shadows.  Benny Hinn was fired up and flowing in a great anointing- Presence Anointing!  I really like those kind where God becomes nearly tangible.  Many people need to feel God these days because there are so many other things going on.  Even in this book it said something about that.  I'm touchy feely anyway, very sensitive, so what i've learned over the past 20 years is that whenever someone else can't stand you quoting too much scripture so then accuse you of being full of head knowledge or so spiritual you are no earthly good... then when that doesn't work because you don't follow another's voice, especially the voice of the accuser, then all of a sudden you are emotion and must just be living out from your emotions.  Yet the irony is that even God flows in emotions and joy is certainly high on His own list; just ask the Holy Spirit since it is obvious the accuser thinks to be knowing Him oh so well .  What matters is knowing what Father God personally told you to be because the fact is nobody on this planet anointed for the good or otherwise will have complete access into your life so will not be able to know at all times why or what you are to be doing with your life, so it is better to know Father God for yourself so that you learn to hide in Jesus whenever somebody else has never walked in your shoes so couldn't possible know why you do everything you do and so are only summoning your current actions by the little amount of time spent around you.  Your whole life cannot be summed up by only one segment of time.  There is a lot going on with your complicated self so relax and know, really know that Jesus loves You and isn't trying to teach you something just because we as His people sometimes act ignorant toward you because we don't understand you... forget about what we said since we are assuming we know all about you and only Jesus holds that privilege.  Toughen up!  Realize that Christ will make us come around eventually to be treating you right.  But don't allow your failure to be on account of what someone else said about your life.  Who cares what we say if we are not trying to make you a better person!  Love your neighbor AS yourself, not INSTEAD OF yourself.  There are still 2 laws that sum up all the law and the prophets and a mature son of God will remember that, knowing that Jesus died for us not for Himself; for every relationship involves 2 parties not 1.  Once the body stops being so afraid to say Thank You to another christain brother for their part in co-laboring instead of always assuming that by doing that it is somehow stealing from the glory due the name of Jesus, then we will see a lot more healed people who won't have to promote themselves because the lips of another will do it for them... just like the bible says!  Praise God~Love Man  That's the story of the cross in a nutshell.